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Tuesday, December 05, 2006


i am leaving for camp in...say...TWO hours.
i have TWO hours to finish a short post, hopefully play some sims(AHAAAHA) and tag some blogs, maybe?
i extend my sincere apologies for not updating, HEHE. i have been a busy girl.
actually, my meaning of busy is hogging up the computer with sims, or watching smiling pasta on the computer.
not very meaningful, any of these things.
i have not even finished a decent piece for CAP portfolio, and i think i'm just going to die. after camp ends, i only have, A MERE 2? 3? weeks to rush out 5 ORIGINAL, CREATIVE, pieces. gah. i really don't know if i should have tried to join this. i don't have talent like the O knowledgable one, nor a great sense of dramitisation like tienli. boo. chinese CAP would probably be easier.

anyway, term's starting soon. somehow, i really dread this. not just because of the change of classes, but the horrible lifestyle that is going to begin again. now school's going to need lots of readjustment without oneohfour, and that is real bad. i think on the day when they post our new classes on inet, i will just faint if i don't get into the same class as any oneohfourian. sigh.

coming to rgs has had its good and bad points. i seem to have lost alot, yet gained alot. i gained new friends, a new lifestyle, a more interesting curriculum, and blah. what with sewing, dancing and all. but yet, i feel that i've lost some part of me out there. sigh. the last sunday, when i went for badminton, for the first time, the VERY first time, i actually wanted time to go faster! ??@@!@?? i actually thought that! i was so bogging tired, i just wanted to sleep. sigh. my stamina's probably zero now. i don't know if i have made wrong decisions since coming to rgs, be it joining guitar, or taking up badminton as an outside sport again, but it has definitely been a nice year after all.

the new yeat may be great, it may be dull, it may be dreadful, but whatever it is, i guess since the year's not going to go away any time, i have to go through it.


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